Just like i have tweeted, life had changed since December. Initially i planned to leave for Singapore when i left him. I didn't get it then and i was frustrated. I didn't want to be reminded of him.

When i finally got over him. I tried applying for Singapore and this time i got it. But i forego it because i didn't think it was worth the money and i had to repay my bond. I didnt want mom and dad to pay for me. Is it funny that i dont want to spend their money?


Out of short notice mom's business partner (a nurse) decided to retire and i took her place. Thats how my earnings now is 3 times more than a fresh graduate.


Like Ryan said i have alot of money but no time :/ But that all changed now because i have a car. I didn't have time then because i wasted most of my free time travelling home.


Im not really excited to drive. I just dont have a thing for it.

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2011 wrap up

I spent the New Year working. The start has been motivating and hopeful. Its like a bound to be feeling because this is when people make new resolutions and goals and you wake up every morning with a newly motivated spirit. I like to feel like this for the next 363 days.


Christmas didn't felt like Christmas. There was lesser parties. In fact i only went for my family gathering and the church's performance. I love parties. I like the mood, the dressing up, and meeting new people. Sometimes i think that alot of people goes to parties to


2011. The beginning was sailed with romance. Along the way it slowly turn into spoiled milk. In spite of that i sure am glad that i have graduated from nursing school. It has always been that if my relationships failed it would have affected my studies, my sleep and appetite. When i took the courage to let go of it, i led myself believing that this year would end bitterly. And i was wrong. The last 6 months have been exciting. I felt better without him. I guess it has always been bad food but i hadn't realise it. God made me learn it the hard way. It wasn't easy. It took alot of prayer, tears, frustrations, and mentally convincing myself that i will be okay. I chose to ignore him, playing the cold shoulder because i vowed to not let us happen again. Looking back it was all worth it. I learned alot from just being with him. I learned that it is okay to cry, to love and to smile sincerely.



I officially am working at Mom' s centre now. And with the pay, i got meself a car. Im excited but at the same time freaking out at the thought of having to drive. That is like my most fearful physical stunt. But it couldn't be compared to wall climbing and flying fox which i ended up crying at the end.



I rejected my interview with Singapore's nursing agent. It wasn't worth the price if i have to repay my bond. Initially mom did thought of doing just that. I don't know why but i dislike my parents spending money on me. When i voiced out of refurnishing my room they made changing the flooring upstairs happened. Best of all they ought me new furnitures which cost a few thousand and i was planning to save for that. They even paid the down payment for my car. So i guess i will be waiting for 2 years from now and see here my career would bring me. And im hoping New York!



I hope everyone is gonna have an awesome 2012. Btw, God just answered a prayer i made today :) what a start of the year. Happy new year!